Hello Reader
This isn't exactly a manic post, but this is more of a bad day post.
I raged at EVERYTHING today. It's like I was a walking example of Murphy's Law. I screwed up my two assignments that were due today. Every bus driver I encountered today was a dick, and I missed almost all of my transfers. I apparently forgot how to swim during my lessons and had to be 'rescued' by my instructor. My cat won't sit with me. Finally, I'm "jolting" from the short half-life of my anti-depressant.
On a different note, related to my last post, my male friend/classmate is still talking to me, actually even more than he did previously. He even seems to be opening up to me more, even flirting with me once in a while. I guess honesty is the best policy. He asked me if my Facebook account had be hacked, I was flirting with him so much when I wrote my last post. I continue to have sexual dreams about him, even when I'm staying over at my boyfriend's place. My boyfriend woke me up during one of these dreams, and I just thought to myself "Oh my god, leave me alone, I'm dreaming about fucking my friend." Then I got out of bed and got over it. At least the hypersexual feelings I felt towards my friend are not as strong or urgent as they were before. I guess once I got back into bed with my boyfriend I felt better about my decision of who I chose as a life mate.
Short post today, again, this is less of a manic post that what I would normally do.
-le admiral
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